we keep falling in love.
what a beautiful disaster.
i love my dog.even though he's stinky sometimes bites me when i try to steal food from him climbs on me when i'm eating and tries to steal my food comes up to my room everytime and gets me into trouble chases the little minutest things and drives me nuts barks at the postman even though the postman is just posting letters.
i love him.
the way he tries to calmber up to my bed whenever i'm sleeping the way he fits into the crook of my arm the way he climbs onto the sofa to watch tv with me the way he runs away from my mum the way he sneezes and hiccups the way he keeps licking his lips whenever we're having dinner and the way he guards his food.
that was random.
was having dinner with the family two days in a row.at the same place.and i was playing with this thingamajig the cousin had.the kind of handheld water game where you press and the rings are supposed to shoot out.and you're supposed to get them through this pole.
it kind of reminded me of how things can't be reversed.i always wished time could be turned back when i woke up late.or when i hadn't finished studied.all the things that i wanted to do.now it's all over.i need to grab hold of time and do what i want to do,pursue what i really want to do in my life.
it also reminded me of the trust vested in people.i shall not elaborate.
i wanna get a convertible.and have somebody drive it while i lie in the backseat with cushions and a blanket and look up at the nightsky.i realise that looking out the window while somebody's driving and plugged into my earphones is the most therapeutic experience i could have.
HALO 2005 rocked.too tired to continue.hahaha.it's been the only bright spot in my life for quite a long while.
playing;kiss:because i'm a girl.
